tarheelmjfan
Proud Redhead
- Joined
- May 10, 2001
I totally understand where you're coming from. I have multiple autoimmune diseases & feel my years adding up quickly. At this point, I feel like I can no longer afford any big mistakes. Every day counts.I wish I could think of a way to turn all this overthinking into a job. Then I’d truly never work a day in my life.
I’ve been thinking about it (shocking) and I think the reason I do this is, because of my ms, there’s so much of my life that is out of my control. I hold on to everything I CAN control to not feel so helpless.
It really is hard living life not knowing how things will be when you wake up the next day. When I wake up I always take an assessment right away. Can you see, check, can you feel your arms, check, can you feel your legs, check, is anything numb or tingling, negative. Ok, cue the worlds smallest violin, I know I know
As far as the perfect job, I'm really good at prioritizing tasks. I need a job teaching people how to be efficient. It amazes me that so many people don't know how to organize their time. I suppose you have to do that, when you only have so much energy to invest in a day.