mommaU4
DIS Veteran
- Joined
- Oct 8, 2005
Good morning ladies!!! I hope the weather is improving for you all who've been poured on lately. There is snow covering the mountains out my window today and it's gorgeous.
I have something to say, and for those of you who don't have the time and/or the desire to read it all, feel free to skip my ramblings and head below to the cliff notes version.
Okay.........so...........uhhhhhhh. (ahem) Well, remember my big speech about doing the right thing, and being responsible, and all that nonsense?
Yes, well, I've been thinking and I've pretty much decided to say............ screw that.
So much for being the mature, responsible adult making wise, commendable decisions huh?
Well, I made the right decision when I canceled my October birthday trip, and dangit I just don't want to do that again. What kept my spirits up after canceling that trip was knowing I'd see you all in February and ever since I made the post about not going, it's been rough for me. I kept telling myself it was silly to get upset over missing a Disney trip, but then I realized it's more than that. I would miss YOU! ALL of you. That's the part that sucked.
Ruben's been telling me all along to just go and not worry about it, that we'll figure things out for June and everything else. (I adore him ) And a few of the ladies have been reminding me to live life, and be grateful for good friends and good times. And I had such a great time last time, I just know it would really make me sad to miss this trip. Sooooooooo in the grand tradition of blowing off responsibility in favor of Disney............ I'm going.
I have to say that I also had a wonderful "fairy godmother" who really is the one who made it possible for me to go by offering to pay for the room. I won't embarrass her by saying who, (cough*Shirley*cough) , but I owe her a lot and I just had to publicly say thank you. Can't wait to see you again my friend. It's been far too long.
So anyway, you are stuck with me now. Sorry for the back and forth drama. It's a bit embarrassing really. But I thank you all for your friendship and look forward to seeing good friends, and meeting new ones.
***CLIFF NOTES VERSION: I'm going on the trip after all!!!!!
I have something to say, and for those of you who don't have the time and/or the desire to read it all, feel free to skip my ramblings and head below to the cliff notes version.
Okay.........so...........uhhhhhhh. (ahem) Well, remember my big speech about doing the right thing, and being responsible, and all that nonsense?
Yes, well, I've been thinking and I've pretty much decided to say............ screw that.
So much for being the mature, responsible adult making wise, commendable decisions huh?
Well, I made the right decision when I canceled my October birthday trip, and dangit I just don't want to do that again. What kept my spirits up after canceling that trip was knowing I'd see you all in February and ever since I made the post about not going, it's been rough for me. I kept telling myself it was silly to get upset over missing a Disney trip, but then I realized it's more than that. I would miss YOU! ALL of you. That's the part that sucked.
Ruben's been telling me all along to just go and not worry about it, that we'll figure things out for June and everything else. (I adore him ) And a few of the ladies have been reminding me to live life, and be grateful for good friends and good times. And I had such a great time last time, I just know it would really make me sad to miss this trip. Sooooooooo in the grand tradition of blowing off responsibility in favor of Disney............ I'm going.
I have to say that I also had a wonderful "fairy godmother" who really is the one who made it possible for me to go by offering to pay for the room. I won't embarrass her by saying who, (cough*Shirley*cough) , but I owe her a lot and I just had to publicly say thank you. Can't wait to see you again my friend. It's been far too long.
So anyway, you are stuck with me now. Sorry for the back and forth drama. It's a bit embarrassing really. But I thank you all for your friendship and look forward to seeing good friends, and meeting new ones.
***CLIFF NOTES VERSION: I'm going on the trip after all!!!!!