EG, I am so very, very sorry for your loss. These boards are so amazing. We all "meet" people who touch our lives in such profound and meaningful ways and even though we never see their smile or hear their laugh ourselves, they become a part of our daily lives and mean so much to us all.
MJ brought happiness and was a friend to many people here and although none of us know exactly what you are going through, please know that he was loved by many here and will be sorely missed.
May God bless and keep you and your loved ones at this difficult time.