I don't know if I have ever hurt this badly in my entire life. My grandmother was diagnosed on Dec. 7th with stage 2 Diffuse large b-cell lymphoma. She had a bone marrow biopsy that came back clean and an echo that showed her heart strong enough to tolerate chemo. She had her first chemo treatment on Dec. 17th and on Sunday she was admitted to the hospital for complications from the chemo. She is 79 years old but was doing well up until Sunday night. They have taken such good care of her and she was doing much better this morning. Now things have changed again. She is talking but not making much sense and says that she is just waiting to "go home and see Jesus". I don't want her to suffer and I would like to be selfish and keep her here with me at all costs but I know I can't do that. It just hurts so badly because she is one of my very best friends. I have been with her through the whole ordeal and I just wish there was more that I could have done.
They say her vitals are still good but I believe she is giving up now. She is tired and doesn't want to fight anymore. I'm still praying but it is so hard.
Thanks for letting me "talk" a little.
They say her vitals are still good but I believe she is giving up now. She is tired and doesn't want to fight anymore. I'm still praying but it is so hard.
Thanks for letting me "talk" a little.