I'm readin these posts and thinking to myself...These people have all delt with what I'm coming to grips with right now. I'm a Erlichia Survivor. Erlichia is a tick disease simlar to lymes...but has subtlely different effects. Most of my joints have been impacted in some manner...My knees hips, ankles feet all hurt so badly after long term exertion, that it nearly makes me immobile. The medical community tells me I may have these issues for the rest of my life...So for the last several months I've been in denial. Pretending nothing was wrong...not letting my family see me hurt. It finally got to the point where it can't be hidden. So then I was embarrassed. I want my wife and kids to see me as a hale, indestructable Father...It's not working out like that so I got mad...then My lovely wife suggests we go to disney to relax and enjoy some magic as a couple. She's a peach
We're going in about 7 days...
Which leads to this thread...If we are to enjoy the world in any fashion, I'm going to have to limit walking...at least to some manageable degree...which means I'm going to have to get a wheelchair or some kind of mobility help...Now I'm embarrassed again. If I try to john wayne myself through it, by day 2 I'll be immobile. If I use the cart...I can most likely enjoy the world for the entire trip.
I guess I'm having trouble accepting this new reality...you folks make it somewhat more acceptable.
Thanks.
Hey there. You've had plenty of encouragement already, but I just wanted to throw in my happy thoughts and good wishes. I know how hard it is to accept new limitations your body throws at you, I'm 22 and have been in a wheelchair part time for a couple pf years now. In the end, you have to do whatever will give you the fullest, happiest life, and if that means renting a set of wheels for your holiday, so be it.
Please don't think that using a wheelchair will make you seem weaker; it won't it will just make your holiday more fun. Your wife and kids love you, and they want to be able to enjoy the holiday with you, not spend the whole time worrying about how much you're hurting. You said you want to seem strong for your wife and kids; well I think the strongest thing you can do right now is to accept the help you need
. It can be one of the hardest lessons to learn in life, but also one of the most important: nobody is a rock (whatever Simon and Garfunkel may think
), and we all need help from time to time. Hope you guys have a great, pain-free, stress-free, fun-filled holiday!
I am glad you said that. I too was having problems dealing with the fact that I had to use a ECV. I have Fibro and my Dr. told me to get one for our Disney trip last Nov. I really worried how people would look at me. Then after thinking about it, it hit me. This is my trip, not any elses. So what if people look at me when I parked the ECV and walked onto a ride. They have no idea what level of pain I was in, or how using the ECV kept me from pain. It was one of our best trips to WDW. Instead of my DS talking about how much pain his mother was in, now he talks about how much more we could do because of the ECV. So the above statement was true for us, my DH and DS had trouble keeping up with me.
The bottom line is, if you think you need a ECV, then you do need it and don't let others dictate how you will enjoy your trip.
hi! Just wanted to say, I'm another Fibromite and love your attitude to the ECV
. There will always be idiots in the world to disapprove of just about anything you choose to do in life, so worrying about them will just stop you doing what you want! Also, with a wheelchair, you get to see all the confused faces when you stand up to go on a ride
(yes, I'm one of these nutcases who takes pleasure in confusing random strangers
).
For all you guys out there, battling with invisible illnesses, you might want to take a look at butyoudontlooksick.com. The lovely people on the forum there have really helped me with so many issues, including accepting the use of mobility aids, and I like to pass the link on to others in the hope that it may help them too.
Hugs to all