update: just getting back from a Horrible exam, will have to do Radation and Chemo for 5 weeks, 5 days a week, and because of it's size and the location will have to have a major surgery 2 months after radation and chemo, will have to wear the bag while healing, hopefully no longer than 3 months.
I am soooooo upset that things like this happen to, i thought i was, a good person. My (2) Granddaughters are not taking this too well, especially after watching their Mom suffer for 5 yrs, then her passing. I tried to tell them i don't want to burden them, and i want them to go on with their Lives, but it's so hard for them, we are so close, i am their, and have been their Mother figure for the past 4 fours. I just pray God will let me have a decent life to at least watch these girls grow up, get married, etc.
I am terribly tore apart over this, i also have been fighting Vascular disease for the past 10 yrs, so my plate has runneth over.
Please keep me in your Prayers, because i truly now do not believe in Miracles!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nana