Good Morning Everyone. Mat is still hanging on.
Last night was one of the worst we've had since this journey began in November. He came around from a deep sleep about 8:30 and started "fussing". It became apparent that he was in pain. He started screaming. We haven't been able to understand anything he says for a few days. We just can't make it out. He was just screaming - making sounds that didn't seem human. My poor son (21) is experiencing this with me. The nurses are scrambling to get breakthrough pain medication into his IV. They increased the dosage on the pump. It was just awful. If he had passed at that moment, it would not have been a peaceful passing, however, it would have been a blessing.
I hope I never have to see that again, but as this drags on and on, I fear I will.
Thanks to all for keeping us in your prayers. We need them, now more than ever.