I'm right there with you, ncmom and cobbler. I've been at this for a year and a half and I've yet to "make money". But, as you said I like the product, to know what is coming out and to get it at cost. Plus, I just love to get some people together for a crop. I personally have a really hard time with it, but just can't give it up because I like it! Good luck with your decision!