As a warning, I am just going to say once I start typing this, it could get long.
My major life epiphany came in 2004. As back story, my childhood was not the best, and as it has been said children learn what they live, I had learned quite a few negative things over the years. I carried an extreme need to prove myself, to be perfect, not cause trouble, and to be the peacemaker. I had enormous guilt and suffered from depression often. I was also very unhealthy by 2004, with my 2nd occurrence of cancer. I had so many positive lymph nodes, things looked so bleak. Part of me had given up and was ready to go. I wrote my own obituary. I planned my own funeral. And I waited. During that whole time, I forgot to LIVE, to enjoy what I had and realize the blessings that were staring me in the face. One Friday night (Oct. 2004), during our normal family Friday movie and game night, a friend and former neighbor dropped by our house to visit. We thought he was drunk and wouldn't let him leave later on and let him go to bed in one of the kids' rooms for the night. Well, he died. The next morning, we needed to get into that room to get ready for football/cheerleading and I had my husband go in to wake him. He was gone. His death changed everything for me. God took someone from my home....it could have been me. I had to quit wasting time, I had to wake up and smell the roses. So I did.
You know that Tim McGraw song, 'Live like you were Dying'? Well, that's how I started living. And I got better. I did! By early '06, there were no more cancer cells! Power of positive thinking, baby!!!
My epiphany is 'don't waste it.' Don't waste it mad. Don't waste it mixed up in drama. Don't waste it chasing the all mighty dollar. Don't waste anything. Use the good china. Go ahead and cut the flowers and bring them into the house! Don't work so much. Live more, love more, learn more. Forgive more. Just don't waste it.