I am so very sorry for your loss. My deepest condolences.
Hospice is wonderful! They helped when my grandma passed and she was able to pass at home with family. Unfortunately, mom went downhill so quickly there was no time to bring her home. But Hospice still helped us as a family. If you feel you need it, and when you are ready, Hospice has wonderful grief counseling. They are not there for just the sick person, but the entire family, before, during, and after.